sometimes it takes so many analysing sessions to interpret the emotional upheaval going inside me..(not necessarily negative)...it may be a mix of a little shock, awkwardness, embarrassment or an emotion i cannot describe......or i may call it a prolonged sessions of introspection ... its a temporary thing yet i break my head understanding my different responses to stimulus..... i guess i have got used to this "living-in-my-own-land" syndrome.... i have this strange fetish for analysing things.... i need to justify "myself" the course of my actions and reactions...that relaxes my mind and deep within I feel that sense of calm and peace... its strange...! sometimes I think of my worst fears in life.... i guess i struggle too much to think...which is not a very healthy symptom...or may be its just that i see normal things in an abnormal way.....
............. and amidst all this I try once in a while to compliment myself...(i read somewhere its good for improving self-image..) I guess I should slowly start loving myself and not be overtly critical of petty things.... and I am not that bad a person after all... :)

Kabhi-Kabhi Aditi.....my latest favourite .....i dont know how does A.R Rahman manages to bring out such BEAUTIFUL melodies??....and the voice....gawd..! i'll hug this guy if i meet him...what voice...! but the saddest part is i got only the intro of the song...but i still can't get enuf of the song..... it makes me crazy...and it feels mushy mushy....and a little mush is good for health... :D..(or i shud say for the heart...)

.....Had DELF exam today(Its a French language exam for proficiency certificate....)....the listening excercises were a little dicey...but the Oral exam was Awesome....! I was given a few words for which had to frame questions...it was great fun.... one word was "théatre"..(theater)...and i asked the professor..."vous allez au théatre avec moi aujourdhui...?"(Will you come with me to a theater today?) ...he smiled and said yes.....I indirectly asked him for a date...*laughs*

And well, the holidays are so long...I actually forgot I was part of some college..*laughs*...eey i miss college, i miss canteen , i miss bunking and the masti...i miss the whole package (a.k.a college..)

आज के समाचार यहीं खत्म होते हैं ! देखना ना भूलिए a journey into my world.....

till then chao....

Young at heart...??

Ever wondered how unleashing the inner child within you can bring so much fun in your usually boring routine life? Yeah, so there's nothing bizarre if you are 26 and still hooked onto cartoon network (one of my family friend actually is..), or mimic your favourite shin Chan (that reminds of Manasa..lol..). You will observe how cartoons can refresh you like no other stuff on the idiot box(Trust me!)...!

Also, If you have your favourite dance number playing on the radio don't hesitate to shake a leg or two...(irrespective of whether your of my size or Kareena Kapoor's..)...and make sure its not a crazy dance or else the ground floor residents will show up the next day...(If you're living in the ground floor, you are lucky..!!)...do it even if your siblings and parents are looking at you...it will bring a smile on every body's face including you..(even if you are not the best dancer in the world..:D)..

OK, talking about love...well, being a girl i can assure you child like gestures are great turn on..girls find it really cute..! And if you have always been one of those "macho-serious" guy types...then your childlike gestures will surprise your beloved..(i can't guarantee pleasantly or unpleasantly..)

Such petite things can actually work wonders in adding that extra zing in life....After all we all have our share of problems in life but some moments remain with us forever....they'll never fail to make us laugh...

but but but...,

NOTE: Don't overdo your child like behaviour...and make yourself look like one of those just-out-of-the-asylum lunatics.Yeah! there is a wondeful word in English called MODERATION...

So, unleash the kid within and live life to the fullest....Have a happy life.. :)